Hi baby boy, I am sorry I have not wrote to you in awhile. I think and want you so bad every single day/night~~Sarah and I went to visit gammy, we had a great time in th pool, the ocean, feeding turtles and so much more but esprcially loving your gammy but we all missed you so much. you would have enjoyed everything.
I am still so mad at god i wish i could find out why, why my baby that loved life so very much had to leave my arms. I know i will never get the answers until we meet again. I do know you are cancer free and pain free and you are running around again. i know you are constantly with me i can feel you and i believe you are one of the many butterflies i see constantly~~
Sarah still talks to you daily on the phone, she also sees brother in the back alot. i know you will always be there for her. she is 2 but she misses you so much, i will make sure she never forgets you.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER, MOMMY
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I just had a friend lose her 6 year old daughter to a bacterial infection. I can read your pain and know how she must feel. I don't know what to say to her...I am at a loss of words. I love your letters to Ethan, thanks for sharing them with us!
ReplyDeletewere all so mad
ReplyDeleteso very very mad
now the news of jules
its endless