Thursday, May 27, 2010

ethan my hero



ethan i sit here wondering what you would be doing today~~would you still be playing hockey (of course), potty trained, loving everybody (of course again). you would still be going through treatments, i feel bad still how fast you got sick and how most of the remainder of your precious beautiful life was spent in the hospital~~i went to visit your girlfriend kadie the other day, it was a beatiful day, sarah played with kadie, gracie and jo and kadies mom , sarah, and i talked. kadie told me she will always remember her boyfriend and i told her you would be watching over her constantly~~in 1 1/2 days on may 29,2010 @ 8:44am, YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 3!! aunt jackie and i will be visiting you at the cemetary in the am then in the afternoon we are going to release balloons and people that do not live here or are going to be away are releasing their own balloons, we made a special tag to go on the balloon and i told everyone to takes pictures or video~~~then everyone can help themselves to some happy cake, this is what you always called birthday cake. i am getting very anxious about your birthday coming and you are not here. a child is not susposed to die before their mommy or daddy. sissy is the one getting me and daddy through, i do thank god for her, but i am still mad he took you away. sarah and i went to the cemetary today because she loves to go see her "brudder", she helped me water your flowers, fresh cut ones in a vase since your stone is still not here, she smelled them and said okay and then kissed your angel statue. and all the way to the car she always yells, I LOVE YOU BRUDDER~~~we all love and miss you so much, it hurts so much not to hold you, kiss you, feel you or talk to you. i still remeber the day i met you,on may 29,2007. i knew being a mommy was going to be so wonderful and it was and still is, but it is sad not having you here~~~
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, EVEN MORE THAN CHOCOLATE~~~~MOMMY

9 comments:

  1. My prayers are with yall. I think about Ethan a lot. He touched a lot of peoples hearts.

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  2. What an awesome way to celebrate his Birthday!

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  3. I love "happy cake"! I was thinking of Ethan yesterday when my son went to jump in a mud puddle. I always use to say no but now I see things differently! We love you!

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  4. We will celebrate too - and love him ! xoxoxoxo Smile as much as you can today Kelly - he's made a beautiful day for us!

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  5. Prayers for you Kelly, and your family today on Ethan's Birthday.

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  6. I always think of Ethan. He touched so many people. I love how you are celebrating his birthday. My heart and countless hugs go out to you and your family.

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  7. Happy Birthday in heaven Ethan! I'm a friend of Supah's I added this post to my links today for his birthday. I've heard of his journey and am sure he is eating a very special Angel Food Cake today! Much love, Jane & Tafari

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  8. I love coming here and reading your letters to Ethan. So beautiful and at the smae time so heart wrenching. I cry foryou and Ethan, though he is healed and running on streets of gold. Know that you are never alone so many of us are still here withyou praying for your peace and comfort and loving you even from here..

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  9. God bless you and keep you ....Happy Birthday in Heaven Sweet Ethan...

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