Saturday, April 17, 2010

I love you so much ETHAN BUG!!!

Ethan Bug many many puddles out there today, I am looking for the perfect one for all of us to jump in~~Sissy was talking about brother alot today, I wish she could understand where you are, but she will know when she understands and she will know about the best big brother she had!! I did not here from pappy today, he is taking this very hard, you will always be his best little buddy. We met aunt lori, Uncle Timmy, Aunt Jackie and Uncle Shawn today, it went good until going to babies r us.I automatically went looking for boy clothes and realized i do not have a little boy to dress anymore, so i started to cry, simple things make me miss you like crazy!! Tomorrow we are going to hunters communion, it will be hard not having you there my love. Jaden released balloons for you today, you are his gaurdian angel, you will get him through this awful cancer!! Also i found out sidney crosby had your name written on his tape on his hockey stick, you have touched his life without even formally meeting him~~ well i will write more tomorrow,
I love and miss you so much,


  1. I am so proud to now know you and would love to help you in anyway!

  2. I am constantly thinking of you and praying for peace and comfort for your family!

    Bless lil sis and Papp too!

  3. I am sure that the words of an anonymous someone will not do much to ease the ache you are feeling. But, I am now and will continue to pray for you and your family. May your heart be comforted.

  4. Coming by from SupahMommy to share my prayers and sympathies. I know there are no words that can ease your pain, but please know there are many prayers being said for your family.

  5. Kelly,
    You have no idea who I am and I am sure that we will never meet in this life but I just wanted to let you know how much sweet Ethan's story has effected my life. I know that you will see him again and I know that your family will be together forever. Heavenly Father wouldnt let us go through these kind of stuggles without a greater reward in the end. Thank you for opening my eyes to the blessing of my children (sometimes its easy to forget they are supposed to be a blessing...) Thank you for your strength and courage.

    Hugs from Utah!!

  6. Kelly, Let me say how I admire your strength and faith. I am not sure I would be so strong in the same situation. I have been one of many who have prayed for Ethan and loved Ethan from our little spots in the blog world. May God continue to keep his arms around you and may you find this release soothing and the words of others uplifting when nothing else seems to make sense. Know that you and your family were loved long before you ever knew about us..

  7. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers...

  8. Kelly, your story breaks my heart! I can't even begin to imagine what you must be feeling! I just want you to know that I am praying for you and your family. Take care! Lots of hugs coming your way!

  9. We met very briefly at one of Jaden's benefits as we watched our kids dance on the dance floor. They all had such fun that night dancing to the music! May God continue to give you the strength you need to get through this and rise above to a place where you can live in peace and happiness! I know that may seem so far away right now but it is somewhere out there for you and your family. Thank you for being such an awesome example of what all Mothers should be! Teresa