Tuesday, April 20, 2010

I miss you, someday we will be together again~~~

Ethan I went to the cemetary today, i took an angel statue (it is a little boy angel very cute), a memory rock, pinwheel (blue your favorite color), flowers and a cars balloon. I sat and cried about how much i miss you and want to be with you, but I guess daddy and sarah need me too~~~Andreas had there finale fundraiser for your all day today, they made quite a bit of money for your trust fund. Daddy was on tv thanking everybody for there support and talking about what happened since sept 1 and how much we miss you, i was crying. Sissy was talking to your mud puddle picture today, saying brother i love you, and now she says "hold" to me and puts her arms up, i think you taught her to do that silly boy~~~today i went back to bed after being up for 1 hour, i just wanted to lay and think about you and what we would be doing today and even in the future. Well we are suspossed to be going to the pens game on thursday night, we will wave your pens towel and you favorite crosby shirt, i still remember our special valentines date to the pens game, your loved watching the hockey, eating the food and being with your mommy~~~tomorrow i am taking pappy to your gravesite, i am sure we will shed some tears together he misses you so very much~~~well going to go try to sleep, sleep with the angels baby boy, i love you


Love always, mommy


  1. Sweetie my heart breaks for you.. I read your stuff with tears falling from my eyes and wish I could just hug you and tell you what an awesome mom you are to Ethan and Andrea..

  2. Your sweet baby boy is in so many hearts right now and so are you and your family kelly. I think of you- a seemingly perfect stranger... throughout my day . My heart aches for you and i hope that some smiles came to your day today.


  3. I love you Kel and love reading your letters to Ethan. He was so very lucky to have you for a mommy and he loved you sooo much! I am always here for you and I love you! Love, Aunt Jackie

  4. My heart breaks for you. Even though I never had the pleasure of meeting Ethan, I know he was, and always will be, a beautiful boy. Ethan has touched so many hearts, mine included. Every time I wear my Crosby jersey, I think of Ethan and say a few silent words for him and you.