Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Pymatuning trip~~~~



Ethan it is the time of year to go to our camp, i do not know if i can do it yet. i am still so fragile with my feeling and i will be for awhile but i do not know if i am ready yet~~the last time we were there you were just starting to show symptoms, oh baby give me a sigh what should i do. i will get there but i think it is so soon~~~that was and still is our family place, boating rides, swimming, mud puddles, ice cream at yorkies, talking walks and just loving each other. but you are missing and it just kills me inside. i am going to go dream of you, i will see you in my dreams~~
i love you and miss you so much my prince,mommy

3 comments:

  1. You don't know me from a hole in the ground but I have heard your family story on facebook. (I'm originally from Pittsburgh.) I cannot tell you how touched I have been by your Ethan Bug! What an incredible little boy - he has touched so many people!

    I think you should go! Even though it will be hard, it could also be a very special time to heal, celebrate Ethan and remember all the good times! You are in my prayers!

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  2. i dont' have words- because it's not okay.
    go to camp- eat an icecream for him. :)

    xoxo

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  3. kelly- would you ever add a part on here that tells how it all began? how did you know he was sick? I would love to hear more about him- and you as a family. my heart aches so much for you and when i look at that sweet little face with the birthday crown- i just want to know more.

    xoxo

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